juancarlos, 61 - 4 сентября 2012 18:57

I said already to my soul

that is to say yours

that you gave up already

that you have decided in favour of the easy thing

from what it is possible to touch

from what it is possible to see

I asked already my soul that is yours

that resigns himself

that you have already decided

that to the feet of another rainbow will be

that you resigned yourself to loving without having lived

and to dying without having loved

now to the shores of a sea of thoughts

with the doubt of hating you or keeping on loving

with the serenity that is in the center of a thunderstorm

the dampened ideas continue the course of the rain on the soil

and at the edge of the madness

the destination stops my illusions

allowing that in the examples of the people

my confidence finds calm

in silence to face god

knowing that in the field of battle of my prayers

I will have to be finally defeated

and then feeling more human than never

when you feel, that your only desire is a miracle

the miracle of not being wrong

the miracle of finding the real reason of our lives
in the knowledge that, if god is a love and god is eternal

the offers of the sky and the Nirvana are mirages of the reality

concealed in the game of discovering a love that always existed

a game that consists of daydreaming

a game that we accept to play without knowing the rules

a game that we accept to play to re-confirm that the love exists

even if to gain this game

we promised to accept that the love might hurt us

that if you find the one who should be one with you

and this soul is not capable of turning out to be reflected in yours

we will have to accept with resignation

that in another life will be

I have already said to your soul that is to say mine

that I have to erase your memory as whom it erases

the memories of his mother on having given to him of suckling

and although it hurts very much and seems impossible to manage

I will keep on trying to convince to my soul that it is yours

that the game continues and that in another life with better luck

we will have to be.

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